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Am a six semester students and am going to do examination. In my university, every time we will do an examination we have to memorizing some surah in Al-qur'an first then we may follow the examination. And this time I have to memorize Ar Rahman. I'll give u the method how to memorizing this surah

I always act like i'm fine and everyone thinks i'm okay, but when the lights are off and i'm all alone. that's when my tears start to fall. Best thing 2016 has taught me so far is don't force relationships with anybody, if they wanna fwu they gone act like it, words mean nothing I want a hug. Not just a normal hug, one of those tight hugs that take my breath away, give me butterflies, and make me smile like crazy. Being in a relationship is not about kissing, dates, taking pictures or showing off. It's about being with the person who makes you happy. You can’t change how people feel about you, so don’t try. Just live your life and be happy. I want a relationship where everyone is like "damn, they're still together?" Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind. The first person you think of in th...

I have a dream to make my mom happy and proud of me, we have through a lot of tragedy in this year. Although I always look like I don’t care and stubborn but actually I do care as fuck. Whenever I see my mom cry, I feel like someone shoot me right in my heart. It’s so sick. Why people always want to know another person problem? Why do they look like they really care when they just wanna gossiping to make their life entertain? Do they think my family life is something that can consume by many people? If killing is illegal, am gonna kill everyone that makes my mom cry. I feel so numb when I near my neighborhood just because am so tired of them. They always said I give “I don’t give a fuck” attitude. Geez, I am. I am so done with everything about them. I hate them. Why can’t they just act like they truly are. I don’t need good mask attitude in front of me. I ain’t even care if they all talk bad about me. But, don’t touch my mom ever. Don’t make her cry except all of you really wanna k...

Well, I have no idea why I became the laziest person ever in my life right now. I wanna study in London to take english master degree and take set designer over there. I keep telling my self “Yo, move your lazy ass to university everyday and do your task properly”. Damn, I really want to study there. Why I lack of motivation?!!!!

So, yesterday mom, my younger sister and I are having fun. We are taking many pictures together. Don't ask why my dad ain't follow, cuz I've had enough to discuss about him, arasseo?! This is the pictures, I don't know why I am the shortest. HUHUHUHUHU Mom and I many people think that we are siblings, I don't get it why? she's my mom tho, not my sister Younger Sista and I her body like stick hehe but she's too heavy when I piggyback her, ugh damn mom, youngsta, and I youngsta, mom, and I mom, youngsta, and I I don't know that my mom can show her face like that in pict haha honestly I refuse to wear this kebaya coz I look so fat huhu

Since I am single I can do anything I want. Such as hangout with ma friends. Shopping by my self, traveling, food traveling, etc. Well, an hour ago my ex sending me a message. I dunno why he becoming new jerk. I hope, he'll realize that girl in his chatting line is unreal. I mean how fool is he believing someone who he barely knows. Ooppss, sorry. Hehe. We aint gonna discuss bout him tho. So let's back to the topic. Since am single I can do anything which I wish long time ago. I can watch K-pop again. Yassss ma world, back to MEEEEEE! hell, yes. Am a K-poppers. But, I've lost my chance to stay in line because my ex is throwing all of my k-pop stuff. He said it un useful. Helloooo, Music is bae. It's always with me whenever and wherever I am. But my ex? STAPH, why I keep mentioning him?! Okay, NEXT. Ma freedom is back. HAHAHAHA I used to only love BIGBANG, then I found BTS, BLOCK B, GOT7, WINNER, MONSTAX, SEVENTEEN, VIXX. Many attractive korean men keep making me ins...