New!!!

I have a dream to make my mom happy and proud of me, we have through a lot of tragedy in this year. Although I always look like I don’t care and stubborn but actually I do care as fuck. Whenever I see my mom cry, I feel like someone shoot me right in my heart. It’s so sick. Why people always want to know another person problem? Why do they look like they really care when they just wanna gossiping to make their life entertain? Do they think my family life is something that can consume by many people? If killing is illegal, am gonna kill everyone that makes my mom cry. I feel so numb when I near my neighborhood just because am so tired of them. They always said I give “I don’t give a fuck” attitude. Geez, I am. I am so done with everything about them. I hate them. Why can’t they just act like they truly are. I don’t need good mask attitude in front of me. I ain’t even care if they all talk bad about me. But, don’t touch my mom ever. Don’t make her cry except all of you really wanna know my true color. If you all wanna talk bad about my family just because what my father had done talk to me right in front of my face! Why become a coward and throw hate word to my mom?!. She doesn’t deserve that!!!
            Everything that my father had done it’s my family problem. You don’t need to know nor act care. I know he had gone so long and don’t know when he is going to back to my family. Just let him life his life so do my mom. I swear to God, I’ll make my mom proud of me and bring my mom away from all of people like you all. Seriously, I wanna rip their head right now. Is another people life is a thing that they can play with?!. Dude, FIGHT ME!!!

            Damn, I can’t even catch my self. Swear and cursing is one of my favorite word. I am a girl but I can’t talk like good girl. My life is so hard. Why do I keep waste my life to deal with people like them? Why do I keep distract focus to reach my goal by dealing with all of you?. Nope, not again. I’ll try me best to get my self and start my new step. I don’t wanna waste every second of my life again. Am gonna kill my bad side with my positive side and try my best to get a better life. I don’t give a fuck about everything they gonna say. I life my life not yours. I never ask your money, nor ask everything about you. So back off!!! I DON’T GIVE A SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

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