Home Sweet Home

I have a dream to make my mom happy and proud of me, we have through a lot of tragedy in this year. Although I always look like I don’t care and stubborn but actually I do care as fuck. Whenever I see my mom cry, I feel like someone shoot me right in my heart. It’s so sick. Why people always want to know another person problem? Why do they look like they really care when they just wanna gossiping to make their life entertain? Do they think my family life is something that can consume by many people? If killing is illegal, am gonna kill everyone that makes my mom cry. I feel so numb when I near my neighborhood just because am so tired of them. They always said I give “I don’t give a fuck” attitude. Geez, I am. I am so done with everything about them. I hate them. Why can’t they just act like they truly are. I don’t need good mask attitude in front of me. I ain’t even care if they all talk bad about me. But, don’t touch my mom ever. Don’t make her cry except all of you really wanna k

Well, I have no idea why I became the laziest person ever in my life right now. I wanna study in London to take english master degree and take set designer over there. I keep telling my self “Yo, move your lazy ass to university everyday and do your task properly”. Damn, I really want to study there. Why I lack of motivation?!!!!